Irritating mess!!!!
Cheers to 2012!!!
31 DecI never quite expected 2011 to end this way.
What I knew I had to do, I did it somehow amid the confusion. For the better or worse, no one will ever know cos there’s no turning back. I’ve lost some, but also gained a lot more through another door.
What I know I must do hasn’t been resolved yet so hopefully 2012 will be the year to do so.
What’s going to happen in 2012 depends on what I will decide when faced with my choices. I can choose to let time slip pass me or to steer life in the direction I want, for only I will know what I want.
Happy 2012!!!
How to improve myself?
23 Dec1. Talk more coherently
2. Pay attention to details
3. Talk about details
4. Script your moves to people
Bad decision made
12 DecI better keep my fingers crossed. If it really morph into an incident, then maybe I will be out of my job soon.
Why must everything happen today?
191111
5 DecSeems like a long time has passed already but it’s only just 2 weeks. Good or bad?
What a roller coaster ride it has been!!
There are so many things to get used to and to consider. Sometimes I can’t even act on how I’m feeling. The head is important to balance all the emotions. How long I can last with this lifestyle is a big question.