恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭
也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧
我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭
也许飘来好消息
我才发现你好耀眼
请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

The transformation

No words can describe the pain and agony that I’m going through.  It’s nearly driving me crazy and I have no idea how to get rid of it.  It haunts me at every available opportunity.  I run away but the further I go, the faster it seems to catch up with me.  How will it devour me if it wins this chase?  My body is slowing down as my energy drains.  Will there be a miracle?  Should I stand still and face this demon?  The fight will not be easy nor fast.

Where has my passion gone to?  Where is my fire and spite?  Have I misplaced them somewhere?  I’ve forgotten how to fight back.  I miss that feeling of triumph and victory.  Should I? Should I? Should I? There’s no turning back once I make the move.  It’ll be impossible to stop me and I will eventually fall to the dark side.  Should I? Should I? Should I?  I will not be able to turn back time after the transformation takes place. Once I start, I won’t stop.  There’ll only be winter left in my life, with a heart as cold as ice.

Perhaps, there has only been one choice all this while.