못된사랑 OST ( I got the English translation from another website)
가슴에 그댈 덜어내며 참기 힘든 고통 속에도 (Taking you out in my heart, in a tragedy that’s hard to hold back) 신음 한번 못 지른 여자에요 (I’m a girl who wasn’t able to groan even once) 쉽게 나를 잊어가라고 미안함 갖지 말라고 (Forget me easily.. Don’t feel sorry..) 사랑한단 말 억누른 나에요 (I’ve suppressed the words I love you)
행복 하라고 그대 위해 버리는 (For your happiness I’m throwing away..) 내 마음 헛되게 말아요 (Don’t make my heart become emtpy..)
나 말 없이 가더라도 내 아픔 보더라도 (Even if I go without any words, even if you see my pain) 그댄 못 본 척 지나요 (Pass by me as if you didn’t see anything) 그 맘 흔들리지 말아요 (Don’t let your heart start to shake) 못난 여자에 눈물이 그댈 막아도 (The tears of a bad girl.. even if it blocks you) 한걸음씩 두 걸음씩 그렇게 멀리가 줘요 (One step, two step.. just like that, walk farther..)
숨어서 그대 바라보며 치일듯한 그리움에도 (Hiding and watching you, longing for you) 인사 한 번 못 하는 여자에요 (I’m a girl who can’t even greet you once) 좋은 사랑하며 살라고 다신 날 기억 말라고 (Wishing you to have a good love.. telling you not to think of me again..) 시린 맘 다시 옭아맨 나에요 (I’ve tied up my chilling heart again..)
웃고 살라고 그댈 위해 버리는 (Wishing you to live smiling, I throw away) 내 마음 헛되게 말아요 (Don’t let my heart become empty..)
나 말 없이 가더라도 내 아픔 보더라도 (Even if I go without any words, even if you see my pain) 그댄 못 본 척 지나요 (Pass by me as if you didn’t see anything) 그 맘 흔들리지 말아요 (Don’t let your heart start to shake) 못난 여자에 눈물이 그댈 막아도 (The tears of a bad girl.. even if it blocks you) 한걸음씩 두 걸음씩 그렇게 멀리가 줘요 (One step, two step.. just like that, walk farther..)
가슴 속 저 가슴 끝에 기억 속 저 기억 끝에 (In my heart, at the end of my heart.. in my thoughts, at the end of my thoughts) 그대를 보내며 울음을 삼키며 (I swallow back my tears and send you away..) 눈물 빛에 물든 사랑 노을이 지네요 (A love stained in the light of tears, a glow starts to form)
나 언젠간 말할게요 내 맘 다 전할게요 (I’ll always tell you, I’ll give you all my heart) 그대 안에 내 모습이 세월에 무뎌질 그때쯤 (About the time I start to become burried in you) 못난 여자에 사랑이 그대 그리워 (The love of a bad girl starts to long for you) 한걸음씩 두 걸음씩 그렇게 따라왔다고 (One step, two step, following like that) 그리운 그대 찾아 왔다고 (I’ve come searching for the person I’ve been longing for..)
Arrrgghhh.. nice dresses from Victoria’s Secret… Christmas is here and it’s the season of giving but I haven’t gotten any presents this year:( To be fair, I hadn’t given any out too and I hate the feeling of not being able to give presents!
Is anyone kind enough to get these dresses as X’mas gifts for me? I’m a Size 12. How about I will send a pair of earrings that I made as an exchange of X’mas gifts for the person who’s willing to buy me any one of the dresses below. It’ll be the one and only in the world cos it’s created by me, myself and my brain. It sounds credible isn’t it?! At least I’ll be able to give you something in return:)
Ok, I know this is ridiculous and I’m only having wishful thinkings. Who would be so nice really?!
I didn’t notice when my breathelessness started. It all started after I experienced a bit of discomfort in my left chest one morning and I was wondering if it could a sign of any heart problems. It seems that I need to take a deep breathe now every 15-20 secs regardless of whether I was sitting or lying down. If I was walking, it would be one deep breathe every 15-20 steps. I had trouble falling asleep too.
The doctor advised that it could be a gastric problem which could have cause the diaphyram to be lodged against the chest. He prescribed some medication for me to get rid of the wind and see if the condition gets better in a week’s time. If not I would be referred to another specialist clinic to do a calcium test to check for blockage of blood vessels. Keeping my fingers crossed for the next few days and I will wean off the medication in 1 more day so that I will see if the symptons return. But so far, I’m glad that I feel much better after the medication now and the breathless signs have decreased. I can sleep better at night too but that could be cos of th sleeping medication that I was given too. Will keep track of the next few days and see what happens again.
I realised that I had taken the ability to breathe for granted all along. Please learn to appreciate your ability to breath because it’s the reason why you’re alive and reading this blog.
